someday maybe i'll start doing this again

i think about writing in here just about every day.

youtubue videos

i've been waiting for this one!! its hard to choose even just a few. we'll see how many i end up with


LOVE barats & bereta.



thas only in the mo'nin!



PES makes awesome videos too



how many movie references do you see?

planning a wedding/22

i was looking around at the married housing and it made me excited to live there with tyler and have our own appartment :) i've also actually started planning the wedding a little bit. it's kind of stressful. every night for like the past week, when i get in bed my mind starts racing about the current problems i have to solve. (if i choose this color dress for my brides maids, what color shoes will they wear? i forgot to call ________, or look into _______! i need to ask _______ tomorrow about _______. i have no idea how i want my makeup done. i need to start thinking about centerpeices... etc. etc) i still have like 6 months until we get married! i can't stress like this for 6 month!!!
i am kind of picky and i want things to be a certain way. i wish i wasnt so picky.

aaghh. 6 months is so far away, but 3 of those months i will be away at school so i want to get things done before i go.






22- a website. the knot.com helps me ALOT. postsecret.com - always a fave

recipe- choc cake batter cookies

21. recipe.

these cookies are so easy, you really dont even need a recipe. but they are my new favorites. there are a bajillion different ways to make them but this is how i do it.


Ingredients
•Chocolate Cake mix, 1 box
•Oil, 1/3 cup
•Egg, 2
•Semisweet chocolate chips, 2 cups

mix all the ingredients together. drop onto greased cookie sheet. cook at 350° F, until browned.

the hard thing is knowing how long to cook them. at school we cooked them for 9-10 minutes. at home i cook them for like 5-6 minutes. when you take them out they should look undercooked.

talent and hobby

19 & 20

i think it is a talent of mine to be able to sleep more than most people. i'm pretty good at it. really though, when someone says the word 'talent' you think of things like sports and singing and stuff like that. i dont really have those talents but i think my ability with kids is a talent. i was thinking about it a couple weeks ago and there are some people that would not be able to last one day working at a daycare. but i love it. ok well... there are some parts i dont love. but i love playing , talking, teaching, and just interacting with children. i went back to my work yesterday after being gone for 3 months and i was so happy to see my little friends :) some have them have grown SO much in just 3 months! there is nothing like walking into there and having the kids say "ms. courtney!!!!" and just be happy to see me. it makes my day.

hobby-- i used to love to sew and i would do it more often if i didnt have to set up and take down the sewing machine every time. AND if the sewing machines we had wouldnt keep getting messed up. ugh. anywaaay. i've also started to LOVE volleyball again. theres nothing like a GOOD game of volleyball.

engaged (as if you didn't already know)

remember this?? i am still determined to finish it! although 30 days is turning into 130. i am on 'day' 18 soi i get to write about whatever i want. sometimes i dont blog for so long because there is something important i need to write about, and i feel like i cant write anything else until i do that, but i just dont have time.

im at byu-idaho right now (with less than two weeks left in the term). i went home to visit for memorial day weekend. tyler purposed at alki beach with a gorgous diamond. (seriously, beautiful) i actually felt the ring box in his coat pocket before he asked me. it was funny.

we do not have a date yet. every day that goes by i get more and more excited though!

17- an art piece

i wish i could have found a bigger one. i am not usually a huge fan of art, but i have always loved this painting. and i cant even tell you why. i just think its so pretty

15 & 16

im skipping fanfic. i actually tried to find one but i couldnt find any that were 1- remotely interesting or 2. short enough to bother reading.

so a song that makes me cry- there are several

One sweet day - mariah carey and boyz II men. somtimes it makes me cry sometimes it just makes me think. but i can't just listen to it casually.

His hands- kenneth cope

conrete angel - martine mcbride

14- non fiction book

the book of mormon... duh

12 whateva i want 13 fiction book

i know im waaaaay behind. but im a busy girl. im at school in idaho now. i will finish this 30 blog thing.

so.... school... its great. i dont really have anything i want to write about. so ill write 13 too.

fiction book. why is it asking me this. i already wrote about my favorite books. uggggh.

i refuse to write this again