superman

i want to go to puyallup to play ultimate frisbee tonight. but i cant drive (#*$&@) who wants to go with me... and drive?


i really need a hair cut. mine is horribly ugly, but i cant afford to get it fixed. and katie is booked for the next couple months anyway.


i really need a job. the only reason i dont have one is cuz i hate writing resumes and cover letters. i'm kind of excited to have one tho


angie, allen, and hayden are moving in 2 days. im WAY sad.


i'm doing fantasy football.... i have NOOOO idea what's going on and when i look at the page i just get confused. but i want to do good.



this blog is really boring


my breath smells like chips

kittens!

darci's cat had kittens last night! she doesnt have the internet so i had to look up info about how to help deliver, and what to do and blah blah blah.... then angie and i went over to see them. they are sooo tiny and cuuuuuuuttteeee. now i'm looking up information on how to tell if them are boys or girls. including pictures. haha. i feel icky. but it must be done. i cant wait till the kittens are a little bit older so i can hold them and play with them.



ANYONE WANT A KITTEN????

hayden is 2 =)

yesterday was hayden's birthday. he is soooooo cute. im gonna miss him so much when they move. today my mom was cutting angie's hair and hayden for really sad and concerned. he started picking up the hair and giving it back to his mommy. i had to get him out of the way so my mom could finish. but i couldnt leave till he could put the last fistfull of hair back on angies head. he was very worried about it.

we are celebrating both our birthdays on monday =D hes gonna have an elmo cake

MELEE MADNESSSSSSSSS

a while ago i won a meet and greet with melee (my favorite band since the nysnc days lol)

the concert/meet and greet was tuesday night. usually meet and greets are just "hi, autograph, bye" but it was just them, me, jackie, and an hour of hanging out. i guess we were just supposed to go upstairs at el corazon but it was way too hot, so we went over to REI and played there. we ate at the cafe upstairs and talked and such. it was fun. they are very nice. i've met them a few times before. i've been to like 4 or 5 of their shows... and i try to talk to them at every show. and i've always said they are the nicest band i've ever met. so umm... just think about it..... hanging out with your favorite band for an hour... just you and them....... yeeaaah. they are coming back on sept 30. hopefully i'll have a source of income by then.



i only took a few pictures. i didnt get any of ryan or mike.

a nightmare come true

i just got back from babysitting for konrad and doug. 5 adorable kids. it was actually really easy. except that i had a headache. tiffany talked to me about it at the reunion, but i told her i couldnt do it at night because i had to go to jackies bachelorette party. so the whole crabtree family changed their schedule around me, and went to a 10:20 am movie, so that i could babysit. great... i was actually stressing about not having money to buy jackies present. and now i'll have money, and have time to get her present before the party!! fantastic

last night, i had a nightmare that i missed the party. yes, it really was a nightmare. i went all over town trying to get there, and it was so stressful and i felt so bad. it was horrible. then when i woke up, i was like *whew* good thing i'm going to have plenty of time

buuuut then while i was babysitting, jax texts me to inform me that the party is at 11 am. GREAT. so i missed it. AGGGGGHHHHHH. i am sooooooooo angry/frustrated/sad/dissapointed. i was looking forward to this for so long. and i feel like i let jackie down. especially cuz not that many people could go in the first place. im sooo mad

i'm pretty sure no one even reads my blog. but i dont even care. i'll just pretend everyone i know reads it.

i forgot to mention that i have a snowboard now =) angie gave me hers. its kind of old, and she said its not the best..... and the boots might be too big. haha. but i dont care. I HAVE A SNOWBOARD. i havent tried on the boots yet, i dunno where my dad put it. and by the time the season comes, i'll actually have money to go too! i just need someone to go with. someone at the same skill level as me.


i keep wanting to pack for the reunion. im excited. and im excited to see chris. he's been in japan and australian for the past month filling in for another band.

i cant wait to get a job and have money. i babysat for konrad yesterday for an hour and a half. i was kind of excited to get 9 dollars. and he said i get extra time on the jetskis at the reunion. so HA. take that

the dark night

2nd batman movie [the dark night] comes out july 2008. exciiited.

heath ledger as the joker = awwesome!!
and christian bale of course.
maggie gyllenhaal, NOT katie holmes.
cillian murphey is 'rumored'







hayden is behind me dancing to bad religion. he's kind of doing a river dance type thing. maybe this month of him being here will plant a good taste of music into his head. not that i usually listen to bad religion.... but it's on fuse right now.

weekend

friday - kelci's bachelorette party. tooooo much fun. carmen electra taught us how to strip.

saturday - angie allen and hayden moved in. i like having them around. but on august 31 they are moving to spokane =( hayden has finally learned my name and has been using it alot. he calls me 'nenee'. he calls stephanie 'dubow'. hahah.

sunday - i went to evans farewell and said bye to him =( he's in brazil now and i wont see him for 2 years. ahhhh. it was harder than i thought to say bye to him cuz we havent been hanging out enough lately. but with everything we've been through..... agh. it's hard. i miss him


7 months till kyle comes home