a nightmare come true

i just got back from babysitting for konrad and doug. 5 adorable kids. it was actually really easy. except that i had a headache. tiffany talked to me about it at the reunion, but i told her i couldnt do it at night because i had to go to jackies bachelorette party. so the whole crabtree family changed their schedule around me, and went to a 10:20 am movie, so that i could babysit. great... i was actually stressing about not having money to buy jackies present. and now i'll have money, and have time to get her present before the party!! fantastic

last night, i had a nightmare that i missed the party. yes, it really was a nightmare. i went all over town trying to get there, and it was so stressful and i felt so bad. it was horrible. then when i woke up, i was like *whew* good thing i'm going to have plenty of time

buuuut then while i was babysitting, jax texts me to inform me that the party is at 11 am. GREAT. so i missed it. AGGGGGHHHHHH. i am sooooooooo angry/frustrated/sad/dissapointed. i was looking forward to this for so long. and i feel like i let jackie down. especially cuz not that many people could go in the first place. im sooo mad