Otitis media

the other night i went to the ER at like 12:30 am. i have Otitis media!! DUN DUN DUNNNNNN. jk that's just the scientific name for a middle ear infection. its one of those things that i feel dumb telling people because i feel like they are just like "oh, just an ear infection.." but it huuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuurt. plus my neck hurts like crazy from sleeping all weird trying not to lay on my ear, plus my stomach feels sick from the antibiotics, plus i have a migraine from the vicodin. but mostly, i'll complain about the ear pain. its alot better now. i think my ear drum ruptured (based on my online studying, and the fact that my ear is "draining" gross) but it says that's fine and it should heal fast. its just kind gross. it does make it feel better tho cuz there's less pressure. sooo this is my 3rd day missing work in my 3rd week of work. AND its the worst possible time. i think i'm gonna throw on some clothes and show up in an hour or two. i think they need help rearranging some rooms and ish like that.... AND i have 3 doctors appts coming up too! ahhhhhhh

likes and dislikes

LIKES: clean bathrooms that i dont have to clean



DISLIKES: standing in toilet water, watching my toilet overflow, after trying to fix it. then cleaning it all up and doing it again.

home sick

i havent even been working for 2 weeks and i already took my first sick day. dang sucky immune system + working with kids.


my job is getting better. my first few days were sooo hard, and there are still times when it is very very very hard. but it pretty much gets better every day. i still dont know what classroom (age) i'm gonna work with. they tell me every day "you did really good in the school-age room today!" "you worked really well in room B today" "actually... you work well in every room... can you make copies of yourself?" so really, it's my decision what room i want to work in, but i can't decide! i change my mind like every day, or twice a day. at this moment... i'm thinking i like room B (3 yrd olds) but only if i get a good lead teacher to work with.... i'd love to work with toiya... that class is horrible right now. it needs ALOT of work.

fhjk

i miss not having a job

dear boys,

do not ask for my number unless you are going to call me. i've heard of the "three day rule", but i have not read of the "NEVER call and pretend she doesnt exist rule." i dont even know why he asked for my number, i wasnt really expecting him to... but if you're gonna ask... then call!!






boys.... who needs 'em

nephews are cute

here are some cute pictures of my nephews that everyone should see, but i know some people just dont care, so instead of posting them ALLLLL over myspace i'll put them all in here, for some of you who may care a little bit. most are from christmas.

{i just looked at this and rezlied the right side of all the pictures are cut off but i dont really care enough to go back and fix all of them. it only really matters in one where it cuts torrin out... but its 2am and i'm tired.}


torrin was SO excited to open his presents... heres one of him yawning while "opening" one..



and sleeping.... he loves christmas









my favorite. hahahaha

my first paycheck

when i get my first paycheck i am going to buy the following things:

1. CAR INSURANCE
2. bare minerals
3. TWLOHA shirt { www.twloha.com }
4. bachelorette present for jackie (/birthday present)... shes only been married for like 4 months now....
5. new jeans
6. red melee shirt
7. send packages to my elders (or just 2 of them)
8. a season of buffy, 2nd maybe
9. clothes. i just need more clothes
10. oh yeah i guess i should pay people back... mom, dad, & darci. this needs to be at the top of my list. after car insurance.
11. some more presents for people. oh gosh. i just want money. i miss it





ok YES, i realize that my paycheck will not go this far... it probably will barely cover the 1st two. i'm just looking forward to having money again. i know i wont actually start saving untill i get a little spending out of my system



i applied at another kindercare this week. one closer to my house. i think i'm going to get the job, but i dont want to get my hopes up because i've done that like 3 times already and something fell threw. i really wanted a higher paying job this time, but going in there i missed it. i miss the kids.

i start my new calling as sunbeams teacher tomorrow (i was in nursery for a year and a half) i'm excited!! and very nervous about how the kids will act. we have a few that i think it will be hard for. good thing i have another teacher with me. she seems really good.