644am

i've been up for like an hourand i dont even have to or usually even wak up for another 5 hours. i always wake up tons through out the night and i woke up this time, and was feeling my mole on my back... i noticed it a few days ago, i was like "hm i dont remember it being that big" but i didnt really think about it. and then last night it kind of started hurting. kind of like a big pimple, lol. so thats what i thought, that there was like a big pimple under it (gross!) then when i woke up an hour ago i was like AH! what if its cancer! sooo i've been thinking about that the past hour. i had to get up and look online and here is what the wonderful world wide web says

Raised from skin- yes (hadnt even thought of that
multiple colors or shades- i cant really tell, it's kind of difficult to see
has changed in size or appearance- yess
irregular borders- i dont think so
Intermittent bleeding- ew no
change in sensory- yes




im thinking answering yes to 3 of these is enough to go see a doctor. oh, and it my dad had a mole removed like a year ago so it's more likely. part of me is thinking that is IS just a huge zit under there (again... gross!) if it is, i'll probably be embarassed and delete this blog. haha. but, we'll see.......





~~2 blogs about moles in how long??? and i still dont like the word mole



~~in doing my research online i looked at a post on yahoo in which someone asked "How can you tell if your mole is cancerous?" someone else answered, "take it to the vet." i didnt get it at first, then remembered there is an animal called a mole too. then i thought it was funny.






back to bed. i dont have class today and 7am is the middle of the night for me