aneeeeemia aneeeemia (instead of boheeeemia)

dr. pepper told me today that i am anemic.





true story.


maybe that's why i get dizzy so much. jeeze.

symptoms:
fatigue[check]
Weakness [check]
Pale skin [check...haha... i think thats natural though]
A fast or irregular heartbeat [check]
Shortness of breath [check/asthma?]
Chest pain (one symptom i dont have)
Dizziness [check]
Cognitive problems [check]
Numbness or coldness in your extremities [check]
Headache [checkcheckcheck]


omg as i look at some of these its like a light going off.. like... NO WONDER!!! ya know? but she said not to worry about it cuz its not very bad.... i dunno. maybe i'll just tell me mom that she told me to eat more red meat. I NEED STEAKE AT LEAST 3 TIMES A WEEK!

TAG i'm it

dara tagged meeeeee... like a week ago, but this took me a while to come up with 6 things. lol



RULES OF BLOG TAG
1. The player lists 6 facts/habits about themselves - try to find 6 you haven’t already posted about!
2. At the end of the post, the player tags 6 people and posts their names, and then goes to their blog and leaves them a comment, letting them know they have been tagged and asking them to read your blog for the rules


this might be hard
1. i would MUCH rather hang out with/talk to kids or toddlers than adults. i feel more comfortable with them.
2. i love to sew. whenever i go to joann's fabrics i get sooo excited and want to do so many projects. but my problem is FINIsHING my projects. right now i'm making a dress. hopefully it will turn out cute...
3. I HATE WATER. i seriously cannot stand the taste. i dont know why people say it doesnt have a taste... IT DOES. i also hate swimming. and hot tubs. just dont like it.
4.i dont do drama well. whenever there's drama with friends or soemthing i just kind of ignore it and pretend it's not there, which tends to make thigns worse
5. i take 9 pills a day (usually.) i'm only 20! i knew i was gonna end up like my mom, but i didnt know it would start so soon.
6. i want to go to a spice girls concert more than you can even imagine. i have been seriously thinking about any possible way to go. if i had gotten a job sooner, i would have blown my savings on flying down to vegas or LA. seriously. if anyone feels like spending a few hundred dollars on me... go ahead and buy me some plane tickets and spice girls tickets.







NOW. im gonna go ahead and tagggggg

angie, stephanie, kendall, rachel and mallor. (i dont have 6 friends that blog... i should tag ricky....)

korn?

my dad is downstairs working on the car... listening to Korn.... WHAT?!?! yeah. weird.







i hate halloween. i thought this year was gonna be different. but nope.

december 26

yaaaya. kyle was supposed to come home from chile feb 31st but i found out today that he's coming home december 26th! thats so much soooneeerrrr!!! TWO MONTHS!!!! ahhh.

honesty

today one of my friends told me something that i did not want to hear. but he was just being honest with me because he cares. at first i was in shock but after talking to him for a little bit, i was finally able to step outside of myself and see things from a different view than i usually do. i am soooo glad he was such a good friend to be so honest with me. i wish i could be like that. there have been times when i've wanted to tell a friend something, but i didnt want to hurt their feelings or make them mad, so i just kept it to myself. i think that real friends should be able to be completely honest with each other and not have to worry about this. of course, i'm not saying you should just blurt out "wow, that skirt is horrible!! you have such ugly knees!!" but you know what i mean right??

sooo i'm going to try and remember this and do the same thing for my friends in the future.

haaaaair

i have just decided to NOT cut my hair. i really need a hair cut cuz mine is ugly. but im just gonna live with it untill it gets long again. (NOT as long as it was before i donated it, no waaaay) when i look at pictures, i like my hair better longer. so... i have made a decision. even thought in a couple months i'll probably go get it cut with out thinking.... NO. i'm also trying to decide if i should dye it again. last time i dyed it was going to be my ONE time, ya know? but... it ended up being the exact same color. so i kind of think i wanna dye it again. so people can actually notice... lol

byui

i just got to byu-i last night from spokane/cheney. angie had her baby =D i'll write about that when i get home though. i just wanted to get online and write about my incident with jaynees dishwasher..... i'm staying at my friend jaynees appartment in colonial. her and all her roommates were al classes and i was bored so i decided i'd help out and clean the kitchen. sooo i did the dishes and all that... after i was done washing the table, i looked at the dishwasher and realized that it was overflowing with bubbles. AAHH. luckily (i think) right then jaynee's room mate walked in. i was like um... help? i guess their dishwasher is only made for powder soap. so we took a few pictures (i'll post later) then she helped me empty out all the bubbles we could... she said we should just let it run its course cuz we cant really get out all the soap in there ya know... so we put some towels under it and its running right now. who knows what its doing now. i'm lucky that we saw it when it wasnt too bad and it didnt like cover the whole kitchen. haha. i was soo embarassed.

the rocket summer [singer mostly]

not only do you think you're 'all that' (which you aren't) but you can't come up with your own ideas for your music videos

ie: ben jelen's 'come on' video



agh. you make me angry

music <3

sometimes i dont listen to a band for a long time... then i listen to them again, and i remember how much i looooooove them!


*siiiigh* I LOVE MUSIC!!!

superman

i want to go to puyallup to play ultimate frisbee tonight. but i cant drive (#*$&@) who wants to go with me... and drive?


i really need a hair cut. mine is horribly ugly, but i cant afford to get it fixed. and katie is booked for the next couple months anyway.


i really need a job. the only reason i dont have one is cuz i hate writing resumes and cover letters. i'm kind of excited to have one tho


angie, allen, and hayden are moving in 2 days. im WAY sad.


i'm doing fantasy football.... i have NOOOO idea what's going on and when i look at the page i just get confused. but i want to do good.



this blog is really boring


my breath smells like chips

kittens!

darci's cat had kittens last night! she doesnt have the internet so i had to look up info about how to help deliver, and what to do and blah blah blah.... then angie and i went over to see them. they are sooo tiny and cuuuuuuuttteeee. now i'm looking up information on how to tell if them are boys or girls. including pictures. haha. i feel icky. but it must be done. i cant wait till the kittens are a little bit older so i can hold them and play with them.



ANYONE WANT A KITTEN????

hayden is 2 =)

yesterday was hayden's birthday. he is soooooo cute. im gonna miss him so much when they move. today my mom was cutting angie's hair and hayden for really sad and concerned. he started picking up the hair and giving it back to his mommy. i had to get him out of the way so my mom could finish. but i couldnt leave till he could put the last fistfull of hair back on angies head. he was very worried about it.

we are celebrating both our birthdays on monday =D hes gonna have an elmo cake

MELEE MADNESSSSSSSSS

a while ago i won a meet and greet with melee (my favorite band since the nysnc days lol)

the concert/meet and greet was tuesday night. usually meet and greets are just "hi, autograph, bye" but it was just them, me, jackie, and an hour of hanging out. i guess we were just supposed to go upstairs at el corazon but it was way too hot, so we went over to REI and played there. we ate at the cafe upstairs and talked and such. it was fun. they are very nice. i've met them a few times before. i've been to like 4 or 5 of their shows... and i try to talk to them at every show. and i've always said they are the nicest band i've ever met. so umm... just think about it..... hanging out with your favorite band for an hour... just you and them....... yeeaaah. they are coming back on sept 30. hopefully i'll have a source of income by then.



i only took a few pictures. i didnt get any of ryan or mike.

a nightmare come true

i just got back from babysitting for konrad and doug. 5 adorable kids. it was actually really easy. except that i had a headache. tiffany talked to me about it at the reunion, but i told her i couldnt do it at night because i had to go to jackies bachelorette party. so the whole crabtree family changed their schedule around me, and went to a 10:20 am movie, so that i could babysit. great... i was actually stressing about not having money to buy jackies present. and now i'll have money, and have time to get her present before the party!! fantastic

last night, i had a nightmare that i missed the party. yes, it really was a nightmare. i went all over town trying to get there, and it was so stressful and i felt so bad. it was horrible. then when i woke up, i was like *whew* good thing i'm going to have plenty of time

buuuut then while i was babysitting, jax texts me to inform me that the party is at 11 am. GREAT. so i missed it. AGGGGGHHHHHH. i am sooooooooo angry/frustrated/sad/dissapointed. i was looking forward to this for so long. and i feel like i let jackie down. especially cuz not that many people could go in the first place. im sooo mad

i'm pretty sure no one even reads my blog. but i dont even care. i'll just pretend everyone i know reads it.

i forgot to mention that i have a snowboard now =) angie gave me hers. its kind of old, and she said its not the best..... and the boots might be too big. haha. but i dont care. I HAVE A SNOWBOARD. i havent tried on the boots yet, i dunno where my dad put it. and by the time the season comes, i'll actually have money to go too! i just need someone to go with. someone at the same skill level as me.


i keep wanting to pack for the reunion. im excited. and im excited to see chris. he's been in japan and australian for the past month filling in for another band.

i cant wait to get a job and have money. i babysat for konrad yesterday for an hour and a half. i was kind of excited to get 9 dollars. and he said i get extra time on the jetskis at the reunion. so HA. take that

the dark night

2nd batman movie [the dark night] comes out july 2008. exciiited.

heath ledger as the joker = awwesome!!
and christian bale of course.
maggie gyllenhaal, NOT katie holmes.
cillian murphey is 'rumored'







hayden is behind me dancing to bad religion. he's kind of doing a river dance type thing. maybe this month of him being here will plant a good taste of music into his head. not that i usually listen to bad religion.... but it's on fuse right now.

weekend

friday - kelci's bachelorette party. tooooo much fun. carmen electra taught us how to strip.

saturday - angie allen and hayden moved in. i like having them around. but on august 31 they are moving to spokane =( hayden has finally learned my name and has been using it alot. he calls me 'nenee'. he calls stephanie 'dubow'. hahah.

sunday - i went to evans farewell and said bye to him =( he's in brazil now and i wont see him for 2 years. ahhhh. it was harder than i thought to say bye to him cuz we havent been hanging out enough lately. but with everything we've been through..... agh. it's hard. i miss him


7 months till kyle comes home

i've got the curse of curves

angie: ew, his hair is gross. what band is this?


me: cute is what we aim for


angie: well if cute is what they're aiming for, they should probably cut their hair.






it's true. the singer guy's hair bugs me so much in their music video

















also....

time to get married!!

siiike. but kimberlyn says , since i'm almost 20, it's almost time for me to get married!! i just need to find a boy.

she said it, not me.

ha. no way. i am nooooot ready to get married. sometimes i wish i was though. it'd be nice to not have to worry about the boy drama. but no way. not for a few years.


kelcis bridal shower/bachelorette party are this week. i'm way excited. then jackies wedding stuff is soon too. yikes! this week is gonna be busy.

tomorrow = mike.
wednesday = charmin.
thursday = kelci.
friday= kelci.
saturday = evan maybe??? gotta hang out with him sometime this week before he leaves :(
sunday = evans farewell
monday = kelseys bday party
tuesday = mariners game





well... we'll see how busy it REALLY is

frosted flakes

please do not make plans with me if you do not intend to keep them. i'm sick of everyone flaking on me. it happens more than is normal.

thats why i need my real friends back....

friends

i already feel like i have no friends cuz they are all too busy for me. but really... in a month- all my best friends will be gone. kyle's already in chile and breann is too busy with mia (her baby.) evan leaves for brazil in like 12 days. kelci's getting married aug 10th, and jackie just moved her wedding up to aug 17th. there go all my best friends. if adam and i ever start talking again... i'll have one..... i just realized lindsi comes home this week tho! yaay! with these people gone, i always say "well, i'll just hang out with so-and-so more" but it never happens.
i really dont know what i'm gonna do when everyone goes back to school. i need to get out of kent and make some new friends. or maybe when i get a job i'll just work 80 hours a week.

i hate courtney t-shirts

HAHAHAHAHA i LOVE this website. type in your name, and you can find billions of shirt designs with your name on them....


there's "i hate courtney" and "courtney is a whore" shirts. hahaha i kind of want one



http://www.cafepress.com/buy/courtney/-/pv_design_details/pg_12/id_4494738/opt_/fpt_/c_362/

no work

dear friends~ please quit your jobs so you can stay up until 3-4 am with me everyday. it'll be fun i promise. it's not as fun when i'm by myself just watching tv. there's not much on tv at 3am anyway........

bloody eye

i found this picture today =D it's from chris/my brother/champion's last show. best show i've ever been to in my life. the pic needs to be bigger so you can see jimmys bloody eye better.

ps~happy birthday darci <3

NEW HERO

http://potw.news.yahoo.com/s/potw/23115/strokes-of-genius

wooow. you guys HAVE to go watch that video. it's amazing. i have a new hero. watch all his videos on youtube too. aaaamazing

98 degrees and rising

it was 98º yesterday... IN SEATTLE?!?! yeeesss. it has been sooo hot lately. it sucks when you dont have air conditioning and the inside of your house is hotter than it is outside. thank goodness for sisters with pools at their appt. good thing my room is in the basement too... it's about 20º cooler down there. i cant wait for the rain to come back. i love rain

Funemployment

i keep saying i'm "trying" to find a job.... but really i'm not trying at all. i keep putting it off cuz i like staying up til 3 am and sleeping in till noon. except that i dont have any money, and i cant drive......*sigh*

number one

yes... i finally got one. even though i already use livejournal. i think this one will be more public tho.. that one is semi-private. this will prrrobably just end up being random lyrics and wierd pictures. OR i'll write for like a week, then stop all together... i guess we'll see!